1/30

I was at this weird beach, that was like the beach in all four directions, with a sand bar in the middle for people to walk on. On one side was a jungle, with the ocean out the bottom sort of like a swamp. On the other side, a long ways away, you could look across and see a Grand Canyon-esq formation. I was walking there in the morning and it was beautiful with the sunrise, exactly like the Grand Canyon looks... I suppose. But as a I was walking back I saw a dead white cat, and it was actually Will's cat, Lola. And I was sad, but when I got back I told Katie. She was really upset and said we had to go find it. But I knew that it was probably washed away by the tide, so I didn't want to go searching for it. Plus, I didn't want Katie to see the cat because I knew she would be really upset. But we still went searching for it. When I woke up I was sad because Katie gets really sad about animals and I knew she was sad in the dream.

1/23

I had a nightmare last night, but I can't quite remember it. All I remember is I was a bit scared and had to sing to take my mind off of it... I'll update if I remember.

1/22

I finally remembered a dream!

It was basketball, and it was the team I was on my senior year. Coach Johnson was in my dream, and my dad, and Giules, and her dad. It was a tournament at the end of the season, and we had three games. I was injured, and sat the first two games out. My dad came to the last game and was in disbelief that I didn't play. I felt stupid afterward, like I had wasted my last games, that I should have worn my shoes, and that I should have tried harder.

I also coordinated some type of dance for our team to do, and they were all wearing pink jumpsuits.

1/14

I remembered a dream. In my dream Marilyn Segner, a friend and relative of my mom's who has been sick for a while, was well. I'm keeping her in my thoughts after this dream.

1/13

I have been dreaming the past three nights, but can't really remember these dreams; they're very hazy. Lots of people have been in them- Jill, Mom, Perry, Kerry, etc. But the dreams have been more real life than anything weird or exciting I guess... Or things that I have been thinking about a bunch but can't express anything about in the real life. But I can't remember any details, and almost not even the big picture.

1/09

A bunch of my and I were going to Ukraine in van-like planes. It was really dangerous to travel there and everyone was worried and freaking out. It was a bunch of random family members- of course my and dad and Jill, but also Father Brian and Uncle Mike. And my mom was sad because Grandma couldn't go, but I wasn't very impressed so I was like, why would she want to be here? It's so dangerous and cold and barren. When we got back, they had got souvenirs for us because it was too dangerous for us to get them ourselves, and they were fish-themed.

1/6

Melee was out on a boat somewhere. There were bathrooms with big mirrors and sometimes you had to jump from boat to little boat. It was sort of a mystery-themed dream. That's all I remember right now.

1/1

A woman that I know had a beard in my dream last night. I don't remember who it was, but I was thinking, that's always going to grow back and never going to go away.

First I was at a pool, and Steph was there, along with boys and girls I don't really know but everyone looked good. Then we were at a dolphin show like at Sea World. And I found Kelly, because I know she likes Marine Biology and we watched it together.

Then it was a massive game of Hide-and-go-Seek in my neighborhood but it was played intensely and if you got found it was bad. And little kids were climbing very high up in trees and were being found and falling. For example, one of the kids at Camacho fell and his mom was like ohhhh he'll be fine...

12/31

It was the first day of school and I forgot to print out my schedule. Finally I found my English class. My English teacher was a Buddhist monk and he was showing us pictures that played tricks on the eyes. Then he asked us a question for our homework: if he was traveling to France tonight, how would he be back for tomorrow's 8am class? (Is the answer the time difference or that he wouldn't be back?) Then I also had to sing in a band and I was thinking, I'm not a very good singer...